HOLALALA ! imma's home !

finally and after , i'm back bloggies ! my blog had been rotten for half a year and now it's back ! been MIA for ages due to damn busy wth jobs ! Btw , imma is resigning soon and going to continue back to my coll life ! * finger cross to me den *

will ! I'M OFFICIALLY BACK ! will continue updating my blog ! see ya peeps !

Lazy Bump

Started feeling lazy to update blog dis few days , due to de line is freaking damn slow & .....
my friend always keep asking me to update my blog , but than i fell really lazy lazy lazy ... maybe will away from blog for some ages or consider terminate it !!! cause started bored with it already


PS/: going to visit my babes & dudes tomorrow , exciting !!!!

Unpectation Life

Life Sucks for me ..

every things turn abnormal for me ..

dis included her

2day received call form Amanda ..

being told she had been barred from HE subject ..

WTF .. being barred .. pity her lor ...

b4 that she went for de interview ..

de person in charged ask her not 2 worried too much ..

just wrote in a letter n that's all ..

but now .. de excuses given by them is de reasons she gve r unreasonable ..

F****

bcause of dis she damn angry ..

she decided 2 withdraw ..

cause she wouldn't wana repeat another year ..

She made a good decision,

that stupid college ... doesn't worth of studying there

cause they doesn't take care of things seriously ..

the reason they always give is

pls come bck a while later or we will settle dis things as soon as possible

bullshit !!!

but is also a waste for her ..

BTW ..

I oso need to wish u luck in ur future ..

No matter what's ur decision I will always stand by you !!!

FED UP

Fed Up ..

Give up everything around me ..

wht that I've sacrifice will never be paid

This is the theory that i had learn

From now onwards ..

Doesn't wanna care anymore

Wht happen from now on

is none of my business

Pls don't explain

I'm tired of listening to ur excuses

I Feel tired ..

really need a long rest ..

feel exhausted

I need to be alone ..

with a peaceful place ..

But ..

Where can I go ??

I think i found it ..

The place that i can scream as loud as I can

A place secret ..

A place where others can't find me ..

A place that u will never thought of it !!!

A place that i always wanted ..

Whole Body Stretching

Arch ..

My body full of pain

Paining every where ..

Legs, arms , neck ...

Due to long time no activities ..

than yesterday play badminton wth my friends ...

for few hrs ..

Ouch ..

It's really freaking me out ..

I'm like dead salted fish right now

I need messages ..

from 2day onwards ..

I need to have some daily activities every day ..

Ow..

since 2day class has cancel

so thinking of

Lazy to go back for classes 2molo too..

But ..

I still must go bck ..

cause

I can't let my laziness's control me ..

Shocked News

I receive a call from soh yesterday nite

&

suddenly i've been told a news

which is Connie had pass away ..

At de moment ..

I feel blur ..

Not willing to accept de truth ..

Why suddenly such kind of things had happen

Dis news has totally freaking me out ..

no more mood dis weekend

After hearing it ..

My tears started to drop

cause i just loose a friend of mine

CONNIE YAP ..

although we r not close to each other ..

but we still noe each other ..

I still remember the de day b4 her accident ..

I still smile at her ..

when we meet each other in de lecturer hall ..

but ..

i cant imagine that ..

that is my last smile to her ..

I get de chance to know her

is by being intro by some friends ..

when we went to club together

that is de 1st time i meet her

&

now it's seem to late

when we started knowing each other ..

Goodbye Connie

May Your Soul Rest In Peace

We will always remember you ..

Sadness Of The Week

Today didnt went bck KL for classes

due affected from my lazyness

* evil laugh *

so decided not to go bck ..

But than ,

dis week ..

it could be my boring week of the year

cause babae glutton oni go bck for 2days

than after that she's going bck to her home ..

due to her parents going for outstation ..

so she need to stay at home ..

&

being de driver of the week ..

So ..

maybe im not going to meet her for a week ..

How sad !!

Gonna miss her ..

Xoxo !!

no more laughter & fun

De most important things ..

no fighting & arguing wth her for a week

if we didn't did that everyday

really can't used to it ..

It's part of our daily activities

&

than

qiqi they all ask me wana go sing ktv or not ??

so do

soh soh also ask me weather wana had MCD or not ??

I wan la of course ..

but

didn't tell me earlier lor ..

last minutes by now ..

oni u all decided ..

how am i supposed to go ..

NVM la ...

we go nxt time ..

OK ??

I promised ...

Why today i didnt go bck KL

u all so many plan de ..

when im bck ..

im freaking bored staying inside de hostel

NO plan as well

Me Recently

To all of my dearest friends
It's pic of me recently !!!
How am I recently ??
I can tell u that ..
It isn't good ...
Feeling different from de year before ...
Dont noe why ??
All I can tell u that is
Life is difficult !!!!

SECRETS

Recently ...

I'll notice a very major big secret ..

Actually is not a secret anymore ..

cause most of my friend knew it ..

Hope U all will cooperate wth me

&

Keeps dis secret quite

Cause i wouldn't wan anyone of us to noe anymore

I trusted u all ..

So ..

Let's just shut our mouth ...

Shhhh...

After knowing dis secret ..

I always feel blur ..

not concentrating

cause i wouldn't wan to accept the truth

but just to convince myself

that I'm too sensitive about it

maybe the truth is not as we think so

If u all being told dis secret ..

Wht are ur feeling

but than ...

i'm sure that ur feeling will be as same as mine ..

I'm 100% sure

U'll do ..

Miss Them So Much ♥

Class has been started a week ..

But

Everything is different now ..

When de moment i walk into my class

It's like different

My Class

My Friends

My Group

All gone

At the moment ..

oni I realise that

Had a major brand new change

Everythings gone new

A new group wth new friend , new lecturer , new classmates ..

CPR is gone now ..

and

Here's come DPR

Miss them so much !!!

My class

My classmates ,

Friends

Group member ...

All has gone ..

some has stop their studies

&

some in different group

I wish I can go bck to de past ...

bck to the time where In CPR

where de time ..

we spent together ..

doing assignment ..

discussing ..

arguing ..

all de laughter and fun

But ,

I knew that it's not going to happen ..

It's already de past ..
All I left in it is just a memory ..

wth them ..

&

now it's totally gonna say goodbye

Goodbye CPR ..

&

Welcome DPR !!

Let's work together !!

Fight for the best

@#$%^&**!

WTF !!!!

FREAKING EXHAUSTED LOR ...

SHIT ...

HATE MY RESULT SO MUCH

LIKE THAT ALSO CAN

WALAU !!!

HOW CAN IT BE ???

UNBELIEVABLE

HATE MYSELF SO MUCH

It's Just A Dream

Good Morning Malaysia ...

It's 9.30 a.m now

Wow ..

The 1st time i woke up early in de morning

Unbelievable !!!

All of my families members are surprise ..

Why am I waking up so early in de morning ??

Although yesterday i slept quite late ...

This is because yesterday i had promise my mom to accompany her for breakfast ..

So !!!

Have to fulfilled my promise lo ..

The another reason is that ...

I had a dream yesterday ...

A weired dream ...

The dream that i never had before

I'm been dreaming that I've been betray by my friend..

Holly Shit ...

Why am I dreaming on this kind of things

Haiz ...

No experience before lor ...

Since this onwards ,

I lost trust towards her anymore ...

Should I trust her ??

Should i believe in wht I'm been dream ??

or

Should I just forget it ...

She's one of my friend that I appreciate well ..

So ..

I had no idea in it ...

How ??

Wht is ur opinion in it ??

I'm very confusing about it ...

de dream looks so real until i cant differentiate it

I think that i should clam down ...

&

let's make things well ..

Cause I'm not willing to loose her ...

Our friendship cant be replace ..

She's one of my friends that i appreciate alot

I treat her as

My Best Friends !!!!

MOODLY

Today finish my exam

Came bck home ..

So tired .. Exhausted ..

Haiz !!!!

Today exam paper quite difficult oso ...

I've done a mistake ...

On a question

That question worth of 25 Marks

OH Shit !!!!

Dissapointed !!!! Moodlesss ...

My face no more smile ..only sadness

Can't asspect ...

How's my result ..

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Some more ,

I'm in a headache situation

My head .. So pain ...

Cause of not enough sleeping

These few days

I slept not more than 24 hrs

Cause of exam

I need to hve enough preparation

I need to hve enough of sleep

No more distrubing

I need a Peace Nite

Gud Nite To Me !!!

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Nothing to write nowadys ...

Nothing special,intersting, or fun

SWT ...

Only On my studies ...

These is wht i'm doing nowadys ...

Studying .. Studying ... Studying ... Studying ..

Full Of Notes In My Brain Now !!!!

Zzzzzzz Zzzzzz

Feel Stress and Bored

Went For Shooting Wth Ah Pao ...

Outside of the Hostel

Cause of feeling too stress wth homework and bored ..

Like the feeling of laying down on the ground and look up to the sky ..
See the nature and beauty of it ...

So Beautiful ... Don't you think so ??

Double My HardWork

Starting now is time for me to get ready ..

Here Comes de War ..

Let's fight together !!!!

Last sems ..

Few more weks again .. here comes de exam again ...

It's time for me to study agin ...

And for dis time i had to double my effort to score well ...

Counld be very stressful .. but nvm all i had is to be confident in myself ..

Besides that , I had support from my friends ..

Thanks ... U'll are de best ...

I wont let u all down & de most important is my parents ..

I will try my best ...

Jia You .. Gambateh ..

Wish Me luck ...